How I wish there are really supernatural heavenly deities in this world that help humankind to get through their hellish life.

But, reality sucks.

God doesn't exist.

Neither do angels or heaven's messenger and whatnot.

People die everyday.
There are people being hurt everyday.
People with bad intentions always exist.
disease and sickness never cease.

Hurt and be hurt.

Cause and effect.

Days passed by one after the other, meaningless.
One day, you'll just stop and say, "Hang on, why am I doing this again?"
You'll end up like that if you're doing a job you hate everyday for the next 60 years of your life.
Cause and effect.

Your life can be snuffed out like a candle's flame.
Without notice. Just like that.

That's right. Pray.

If your wish is answered, let me know. (Not little trifles like having 3 drops of rain falling from the sky, that is just daft.)

Ten times to one it will not be answered.

If you want saving, save yourself. If you can't save yourself, that's too bad. It's your life.
Honesty, modesty, hard work, efficiency, respect, persistence, independence, kindness, compassion, resourcefulness, etc are values drilled into a child. You don't need God to be taught this, you need parents or guardians.

Your life is to your making.

Why the hell, are we letting some 'presence', that you don't even know exist, write your life?

If you want happiness, find it, work for it and make it yours. Keep your friends. Cherish them. Love your family. These are fundamental humane values, you don't need a God to teach you these.

If you're unhappy or frustrated, it's most probably of your own doing. YOU made a mistake somewhere. It's up to you to find it yourself and make amends. Grasping your palms together and murmuring a prayer will not solve things for you. It's all about cause and effect.

Miracles don't happen.

It's not God that make things happen. It's you.

It's us that made the world the way it is now. You may disagree, but how long can you deny?

As everybody knows, I disappeared the whole of last week.

Well, fyi, I was not on Earth.

I went for a short excursion to Mars.

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Even my own hostelmates couldn't find me, let alone talk to me.

Yeah, I practically became a hermit. Just to finish my law assignment.

It was hell.

When I finished, I thought I was freed...until I remembered...OMG! I F******* forgot all about the BF mid-term test!

Went through 24 hours without sleeping a wink. Just to study. And in the end, I couldn't do the test!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~*sob* I know I'm an idiot. But, I didn't expect my level of stupidity to have reached this level. Out of 20 questions, I can only answer the theory questions. I have no problems with those. Took me only seconds after reading the question to grasp the answer. but the calculations....I can't make head or tails out of it. There were 7 of them.

What would happen to my marks???

I "hantam" the answers. No idea which is right or wrong. Pick the closest ones to my answer which is about 20-50++ difference. Some, I couldn't even get a figure.

I'm doomed.

I need to find a way to solve this. It can't go on forever.

If I can't even answer these, what about my career?


No way am I gonna get credit. I want a HD or D at the least.