I've finally finished Business Finance assignment...and Law and Financial Accountin before that...

I planned to study law today actually but I went down with a high fever...so, I'm taking a whole day break...

I don't care. I must take a break. If not, I'll go nuts. I don't know how many hours of sleep do I owe my body already...Probably more than 72 hours...

I'm really tired. Will update later after I get myself recharged.

Yes, it's baffling.

One minute, she's nice and next...I don't even know how to describe it.

Was it me that made her angry? I can feel the vibe coming from her, like:"You're never with us before, why are you here now? Get lost!"

Or am I being overly sensitive?

I'm just concerned since she's a good friend of mine. I really don't want to be the cause that upsets my good friend. My happiness is derived from making friends happy.

I feel really bad making someone I care angry or sad. It's even worse than owing somebody something. (I don't like owing somebody money, favors, or just eating somebody's food. It's been drilled into me as a kid. The rationale is that other people had worked hard to earn that food for themselves and you're eating it??? It's hard to shake it off. So, maybe this part of me kinda pissed her.) I know, I'm probably worried over nothing.

I should let it pass. If all goes well, she'll talk to me again. If not, then so be it.

There's nothing much I can do about it. I won't force someone to talk to me if they don't want to. Well, it's not like I've never been ignored before. Always been insulted, belittled and snubbed all my life. Having another one giving me the cold shoulder isn't something new.

well, that being said, I'm not exactly a people person.

WHO wants to talk to a weak-willed, no-brain scaredy-cat like me?